Tuesday, August 18, 2009

UUGGGHHH

I ATE LIKE CRAP TODAY!!!!!!!!!! That feels better! They only saving grace is that I went to Spin class this morning and so I should have broke even for the day....good thing, would hate to break the 180 mark!!

I sit here again, another night, making the same promises I do EVERY night.....tomorrow I will do better. Wonder when that will really happen.

My kids go back to school tomorrow, so at least there is routine coming. My husband is out of town, so I wont make it to the gym in the morning. (CPS frowns on me leaving my kids at home alone at 5:30am) I am going to TRY to do a step dvd before everyone gets up.....I am not typically motivated to do dvd's....but hopefully the thought of my butt getting another size bigger will get me out of bed.

When will this madness end. Why do I sabotage myself.......I don't WANT to be fat!!!!!!!

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